Audio Art Stories

fun time

I remember you...You were a very fun time in my life.Hard and scary....but fun.But if I could do you all over again, I'd do you a very different way, and I wouldn’t fall in love. That’s where we always go wrong.When we fall for the wrong one.LET’S BE SOCIALConnect with me via my favourite hangouts;+ @ ArtistSarahLong on Instagram+ @AlcoholInkArtStories+ @ ArtistSarahLong on Facebook+ Artist Sarah Long on YouTube+ Confessions of an Empath on YouTubeMore about me at artistsarahlong.com

Chemistry

Hey girl, I just want you to know, I let her go. I realized she wasn’t the one I was looking for all along….But you are.You're the one.And I feel so stupid for not catching on.Like I’ve been reading your stories all this time but I never really understood who you were talking to, until now. I always thought you needed “her” to feel better, but then I realized you feel pretty good when it’s just us.Not wishing and waiting for someone else. No Satori Healing Power in the background keeping me stuck.When it's just us, that’s when we can be in true love and I just never felt that kinda chemistry until now. But now that I know you better than anyone else, I just want you to know I don’t wanna be with anyone else.I want us to be in love forever like we're Doves…So whenever you're ready for me, let's fly south and make out and do high-frequency things, between the sheets…ya, dig?LET’S BE SOCIALConnect with me via my favourite hangouts;+ @ ArtistSarahLong on Instagram+ @AlcoholInkArtStories+ @ ArtistSarahLong on Facebook+ Art Stories Site+ Confessions of an Empath

appreciation

I know it’s hard to find the balance of giving and receiving.And when you’re an empath it can be exhausting because you feel other people’s pain like it’s your own, and you know, you don’t like to hurt anymore than you already do, so you wanna save others from hurting too.And it’s not a bad thing….To want to help others out.But sometimes you give too much of yourself, and then yourself feels left out.And sometimes the kindness you give to others, isn’t given in return because you didn’t discern that who you were giving to those wasn't willing to help themselves.So you get let down.And then you feel like you’re not worthy of the same kind of love in return, and then your self feels like you’re not good enough to be loved in return.Thus, the kindness you give must be delivered with compassion, not empathy.Just because you feel bad for somebody, and you could help them, doesn’t always mean you should.Just because you could give of yourself in some way, doesn’t always mean you need too.And truth be told, sometimes we tread the line of co-dependency when sometimes your kindness is actually a way to feed your narcissistic tendencies.So be kind, yes.But use discernment in your kindness. Do it with love, but have healthy boundaries in place for yourself, and make sure you’re giving for the right reasons, and that will be sure to attract the right kind of appreciation. LET'S BE SOCIALConnect with me via my favourite hangouts;+ @ ArtistSarahLong on Instagram+ @AlcoholInkArtStories+ @ ArtistSarahLong on Facebook+ Art Stories Site+ Confessions of an Empath

Unstoppable

You were always amazing my love...All the times you thought you weren’t good enough. All all the times you doubted yourself and all the times you showed up, and gave it everything you got, but you thought it wasn’t enough...Well, I saw it all. And I applauded you more than anyone else, and I cheered you on more than you’ll ever know. And I just want you to know, I’m still here, cheering you on, and I know you don’t feel like you're getting anywhere. And I know you think you’re alone and no one is helping you get up, and I know you still feel stuck. But you’re not...it’s just part of the process, and I want you to know, all your hard work is paying off. You’re onto big things, and those things really will save the world in ways you can’t yet see yet, but that’s because you’re not supposed to see until you learn the lessons. So trust your intuition, and trust that you have what it takes to be great, and trust that I’m always standing right beside you, giving you the support you need. And trust that your needs will always be met, and trust that our love has the power to move mountains...Trust me like I trust you, and you will be unstoppable. LET’S BE SOCIALConnect with me via my favourite hangouts;+ @ ArtistSarahLong on Instagram+ @AlcoholInkArtStories+ @ ArtistSarahLong on Facebook+ Art Stories Site+ Confessions of an Empath

Fly

See things for how they actually are...Not for how you want them to be. That's what she said when she realized she was being fed a lot of lies and bullshit. And it sucks when you first realize this...That things aren't what they seem.That someone you trusted could do such evil things.That someone you loved would go behind your back and try to take you out just so they don't have to feel alone.It sucks when you realize you can't trust anyone but yourself, but yourself can't be trusted cuz you don't know your self, which means you don't know who your monster is, and that's scary cuz, law of attraction is always in action, so what you're attracting now has a lot of momentum...And it takes time to change the momentum. To get unstuck. The only way to change, is to change who you are.Which is hard.But as you do the work, things start to shift and you start to feel different, a bit lighter, but that's when you see things for how they actually are, and it's a big wake up call. When you realize nice guys aren't who you think they are. When they're niceness is just for show, and what he really wants is to make himself look better than what he is, cause what he is, is insecure. So he just always wants to be that guy that helps the weak birds, but he doesn’t wanna see the birdy fly free. He doesn’t want the bird to get well enough so that she doesn’t need him anymore, and he’ll never actually help her find the door.He’ll never open the window and say, here you go...Fly like you're meant to and if you ever need help, don’t hesitate to give me a call.No.Narcissistic people don’t give in the ways you think they do.When they give, they're actually taking from you. They keep you trapped in their prison of restrictions so you feel like you need them, and they feed you lies and they make you believe that they’ll do whatever it takes to see you succeed so you don't need them eventually...but they never do. They never truly give unconditionally like they say they do. But that’s ok.So long as you see things for what they actually are, not for what you want them to be, and you see them with love, and you know in your heart what you need to do to get back up….then you will. And you can make the best of it.You can mend your broken wings on your own, and you can get well and you can feel the love, even if it’s not really what you want. And then when the time is right you can fly away when they aren't looking, and let the universe take care of the rest. Let the universe make amends with the debts, and let love be the driving force in how you take your next step.And best believe, everything is always working out for the best…Trust that. And so it is.Peace. LET’S BE SOCIALConnect with me via my favourite hangouts;+ @ ArtistSarahLong on Instagram+ @AlcoholInkArtStories+ @ ArtistSarahLong on Facebook+ Art Stories Site+ Confessions of an Empath

Rock Bottom

She was at rock bottom…She lost it all, and she lost herself in the middle of the fall.But she's strong.She's resilient.She's got a big heart, even though she's been through a lot. And in spite of it all, she still loved to love and she still had hope that could rise above.And her hope helped her find her art, and her art opened up her heart to more, and she used colour energy to raise her frequency, which helped her fall in love with herself. And the more she practiced, the higher she got, and she kept walking the path that she couldn't see but, she could feel where it was going, and it felt amazing.It felt pain-free, and it felt like the only thing that would save her from her, and all the defeat she was experiencing.And she knew that just because she wasn't where she wanted to be, that if she stayed true to where she wanted to be, that she could be there one day, achieve her all her dreams.So long as she kept painting these masterpieces made with alcohol ink. LET’S BE SOCIALConnect with me via my favourite hangouts;+ @ ArtistSarahLong on Instagram+ @AlcoholInkArtStories+ @ ArtistSarahLong on Facebook+ Art Stories Site+ Confessions of an Empath

Your eyes

Even though you only saw me twice, I know I caught your eye, I know cause I caught yours too. And I know things like you do.Things other people don't.Things on another level, cause we're both higher than most...And that's why we met the way we did, and you can try to pretend it didn't happen…but it did.I saw it in your eyes…Love at first sight.And we both felt it....it was instant. The way you looked at me, and then you looked away.Not because you didn't see me, but because you didn't wanna admit to yourself that I was your Dove, because...you weren't ready.And I'll be honest, neither was I really. But I would've at least tried…to be ready.But you didn't give me a chance.You didn't give us a chance.And I wish I knew why... Why didn't you at least take a minute to see if what we could be something?Why did you run away from me, when you knew I was leaving?Look, I'm not saying this to make you feel like I give a, cause I don't...It's in the past and the past has to go….But I will admit…I'm stuck in the resistance of never knowing why.Why you let us break apart from the start, and why are you settling for someone you don't really love?I know I'll never know, but I suspect it’s because you love never being in love.True love...With a connection. And I get it.It’s safer that way. Then you never risk the pain of losing somebody, you love so deeply. LET’S BE SOCIALConnect with me via my favourite hangouts;+ @ ArtistSarahLong on Instagram+ @AlcoholInkArtStories+ @ ArtistSarahLong on Facebook+ Art Stories Site+ Confessions of an Empath

Dear God,

Dear God,Will you tell me how to get to heaven?Will you open up my heart and show me how to let go, and fall in love the way I've been dreaming of?Will you take the noose off my neck so I can catch my breath?Will you take this piece of cement out of my chest, and give me back my breast?Will you take the fear out of my solar plexus so I can activate my personal power center, and be confident in who I am?Will you take the knife out of my back from all the backstabbing I let happen when I, let cancer happen...back then?Will you take the elastic balls out of my insides, and will you take away my fear of time so I can always have enough time?Will you release my psoas so she can feel certain in where I'm going, and enjoy the journey?Will you unlock my hips so I can walk a straight line to places that only feel great in my mind's eye?Will you open up my sexual chakra, and activate my creative mind?Will you give me the ease I need to feel healthy in my body, and will you shower me with abundance so I can feel secure with money?Will you please, God, take all my resistance away so that I can be free to live like I'm you.Like there is only pure Love, and that's all I know. This is something I would very much like to live for, but sometimes I can't help but feel like it's not possible…and then I don't understand what I'm here for. LET’S BE SOCIALConnect with me via my favourite hangouts;+ @ ArtistSarahLong on Instagram+ @AlcoholInkArtStories+ Art Stories Site+ Confessions of an Empath

Not afraid

I left and you ran away.We didn't wanna fall and I get it, falling is scary...But I'm not afraid anymore.I'm not afraid to love you like I was before…I'm not afraid of losing you and the pain that could cause, and I'm not afraid of what you could do to me to hurt me like, love usually does.I'm not afraid to go all in and give you what I can. I'm not afraid to hold your hand and go for long walks on the beach, and I'm not afraid to make time for you, and I'm not afraid to let you be you.I'm not afraid of the passion we have, and the kinds of orgasms we can activate, and how that will have a profound effect on society. I'm not afraid of how much I could love you even more than I already do...Which is crazy, and scary for me because I don't even know you.But if you'll give me a second chance, and let love bring us together for another rendezvous...I think that would be really cool.Because I believe if we met again, you'd want me just as much as I want you, and I just want you to see that I'm ready for you. But I will warn you...I've been doing the work to become someone I love more than I love you. Self-Love.That's what I needed to get, so I could give you the love you deserve. And so, I'm not who you met that day at the Gateway. Now...I'd probably take your breath away, and I realize that might be scarier than before, but it doesn't have to be. If you let me in, I believe we can be everything we've been dreaming of....and more.LET’S BE SOCIALConnect with me via my favourite hangouts;+ @ ArtistSarahLong on Instagram+ @AlcoholInkArtStories+ Art Stories Site+ Confessions of an Empath

Falling

You wouldn’t recognize me if you saw me now cuz I’m different. And even though you only saw me twice, I know I caught your eye, and I made you shy…And now…I’d probably take your breath away, and I just started being the real me so it’s only gonna get scarier the more you get to know me 'cuzYou won’t be able to stop yourself from falling for me.But at least you’ll be where I’m at, cuz I fell for you the second I saw you and I’ve been waiting for you to catch up. So I’d love it if you’d stop running and….let’s goLET’S BE SOCIALConnect with me via my favourite hangouts;+ @ ArtistSarahLong on Instagram+ @AlcoholInkArtStories+ Art Stories Site+ Confessions of an Empath

stop ourselves

You're gonna see the way my hair falls to the side and the way I talk, it's a bit crooked cause my face has shifted. You're gonna see the way my eyes move, and your gonna get butterflies when I look at you. And you're gonna see the way I move my head to the right a bit when I'm thinking about something I don't quite understand, and your gonna see the way I move my hands…When I talk. When I write. When I think I'm right. And when I touch you with the inner workings of my mind.You're gonna like it when I touch you on the back as a way to say thank you for something, or something like that. You're gonna love the way I smile, and the way I smell, and the way I speak my mind and you're gonna love the way I laugh out loud, and the way I do my hair and, and you're gonna love the clothes I wear.And you're gonna love the way I dance to the songs in my head, and the way I sing, even though I can't…And you're gonna love the shape of my butt, and the way my stomach sticks out when I don't suck it in, and you're gonna love the softness of my skin. You're gonna love my too, even the one that isn't real and you're gonna love the way I feel.And you're gonna feel my high frequency when I walk in the room, and you're not gonna know why I make you feel so good….so scared, yet so addicted to everything about me, and it won't make sense. You never get like this.So you can't comprehend it.But you won't be able to stop me from walking through your mind all day and all night, and you're gonna think I'm too big for you. You're gonna think, you can't fall so hard so soon. And you're gonna wanna run away like you usually do.But I wanna tell you boo, in advance, not too.Because if you give me a chance, you'll see that I feel the same way about you.So if you'll let me in…I'm pretty sure you don't need to stop yourself from fallin’...Cuz you already did. LET’S BE SOCIALConnect with me via my favourite hangouts;+ @ ArtistSarahLong on Instagram+ @AlcoholInkArtStories+ Art Stories Site+ Confessions of an Empath

Ecstasy

No one will ever understand what it is about you that I love so much because they aren’t us. And I like that about us.That we have this scared bond that feels like a drug.I guess this is similar to what ecstasy feels like...Not that I would know, I’ve never done ecstasy before, but I hear it makes you feel really good, and you feel really good to me. You turn me on in ways I never knew was possible and I have to confess, I’m trying to keep some distance between us because I find you so hard to resist.And, I don’t wanna overdo you like I would do, if I didn’t put boundaries in place.And that’s what I need to do, so I can savor you...I wanna savor the energy of wanting you, and getting to know you for the first time. I wanna savor the anticipation of when we’ll meet again, and what will happen then.And what this means is we have to go slow...We have to stay in control and not let feeling good, take us away from ourselves. And this will be hard, for sure.For me especially, because I’m addicted to you...I can tell.As soon as I see you, I feel turned on and I have to slow myself down, and really work the layers of intimacy, so to speak.And I know you feel the same about me. That’s why I feel this way.This isn’t just delusions of grandeur... This is true love I think.So thank you for finding me.LET’S BE SOCIALConnect with me via my favourite hangouts;+ @ ArtistSarahLong on Instagram+ @AlcoholInkArtStories+ Art Stories Site+ Confessions of an Empath

Afraid to love

When you were a kid, something happened and it made you afraid to love, and that fear imprinted in your cells, a series of beliefs that put conditions on what it means to love and be loved…and what love looks like. Feels like.  What love does and doesn’t do. And then those beliefs dictated your every move...Your daily decisions became a prison of restrictions and you kept thinking and feeling and acting in ways that kept you walking down paths that were filled with low frequencies. And so all of your love stories became these dark tales of losing love and never feeling worthy of love.But what if you could change the story?What if you could go back to the time in your mind, that reminds you of feeling hurt in some way, and what if you could tell the story a different way?Imagine you tell the story about how love taught you what you don’t want, so now you know what you do want, and that gives you the freedom to let your heart out of the cage so you can finally hear what she has to say?What if you could feel in love just because that’s who you are, and what if you could just write the greatest love story that’s ever been told, and it’s really a good love story about falling in love with yourSelf, and you find out just how extraordinary you are?Well...The good news is, you can change the stories if you want. The choice is yours. LET’S BE SOCIALConnect with me via my favourite hangouts;+ @ ArtistSarahLong on Instagram+ @AlcoholInkArtStories+ Art Stories Site+ Confessions of an Empath

interesting masterpiece

She’s so abstract and hard to look at when you first look at her…It's like you can't decide if she's beautiful or hideous because she's so confusing and mysterious. Plus, she's awkward to talk to. And she can't walk a straight line to save her life and she likes to make her personality traits look like shapes that look like and , and it just doesn't make any sense.She...she also has this side of her that looks like a reflection of Pure Love, and I think it’s because of the glass effect she has when she really opens up...When she does, you can see the richness of her soul and you can see your true potential.You can feel how much she loves to love and you can't help but fall for her because of it. And, when you fall, well, it really opens up your body field and you feel inspired to become a better human. And so you do.You practice self-mastery and act as if, and that then activates your sexual chakra, which is the center for creativity and that gives you really amazing orgasms, necessary to fill up your chakra cups up…Ugh, yeah..Chakra cups. So as you can see…She's just this really weird, and interesting masterpiece and you want of a piece of her because she raises your frequency...And that's all I can say...she raises your frequency. LET’S BE SOCIALConnect with me via my favourite hangouts;+ @ ArtistSarahLong on Instagram+ @AlcoholInkArtStories+ Art Stories Site+ Confessions of an Empath

Dirt

It’s like, you go so long being in the dirt.The stuff people walk on, and it's stuff no one cares about. And to make being in the dirt even worse, eventually, the dirt gets covered up in snow, and you get buried in the cold. And that's when things get dark and lonely, and it feels like there’s no way out. But, if you stay positive in spite of your conditions, and you do the work to plan your escape, eventually one day the sun will come out and melt the snow and the rain will clean you up and erase all your pain away and you’ll find your way to somewhere great.But you have to plan for this, ok...otherwise you’ll never get out of the dirt - it’s just how it is.But if you decide that after the dirt you want to go somewhere high...Like to the tips of the trees that blossom in the spring….Which reminds me of how good it feels to be blossoming. To feel the readiness of next-levelTo feel like you have all the things you need to really be who you really are.And ya know, to feel ready to turn pro and become the best version of yourself...And to be ready for more.More health. More wealth. More love. I digress...Am I making any sense?I know this is a weird way to say that sometimes life sucks.Being in the dirt doesn’t feel good, and winter is hard.But, I’m sayin’, if you set the intention to rise above then you will, and you might just find yourself swimming in the clouds if you want.The choice is yours.LET’S BE SOCIALConnect with me via my favourite hangouts;+ @ ArtistSarahLong on Instagram+ @AlcoholInkArtStories+ Art Stories Site+ Confessions of an Empath

layers

I’m starting to see who you really are now.I’m starting to understand how to dance with you, how to play with you, how to talk to you.I’m understanding what your layers are, and I see how each layer tells a very different story on its own.Each layer feels like a certain way and looks a certain way, so I’m starting to see what each layer look like naked.When they're on own, exposed. And, so now I know why you are the way you are when you're all squished together.When I see all of your layers are stacked on top of each other, I see where your lines crossover. I see the depth of certain colors, and I see where you’re missing things....And I see how that affects your endocrine system. I see how that affects the way you think and feel. And I see how that causes you to act in ways that don’t always make you look great.But I want you to know, I love you for all that you are, and now that I understand you, even more, I think I can shape you into something really beautiful...LET’S BE SOCIALConnect with me via my favourite hangouts;+ @ ArtistSarahLong on Instagram+ @AlcoholInkArtStories+ Art Stories Site+ Confessions of an Empath

The Ocean

Even with a broken heart she’s still so awesome.I just think you're beautiful and I wanna take you home.Will you miss me when I’m gone?Does your mind play tricks on you too?My tastebuds are so confused…I like my coffee strong like a big black cupcake.Are you all in?Do you dream?I’m a no body...My Monster is behind me right now.What’s your Monster?Do you even know?I wanna love you so hard my heart feels like water and I flow all over you like a wave, and I make you so wet your drippin' and we can’t stop it so we’re both wet and feels so delicious like chocolate cheesecake and banana splits on a nice set of , and we can’t stop eating it, so we devour the whole thing, and we go back for more and the next thing you know we’re married, (oh) and we have this life and it feels like forever and it is until the love fades like it always does (always does). But I don’t think that’ll happen with us cuz, I think when you love like water does (we're water), it lasts forever so long as you keep going with the flow (growing with the flow). So long as you keep the flow at the right temperature, it’ll stay really good (yeah really good) and it gets better the warmer it gets, but it’s nice to take breaks and cool it down a bit, but never to freezing cold and never boiling hot cuz those extremes are not true love…and that’s what I want.True love.With you. And even though my hearts been broken a million times before, I think you're the glue to helping me heal in ways that I didn’t know was possible. So without further ado...Allow me to introduce you to me and you (hello me and you).The most beautiful love story ever written in advance, and even though we haven't happened yet, I know it's happening soon (really soon). Cuz I know you’ve been waiting for me and I’ve been waiting for you, and I believe we should just stop waiting and just be ready and let go of the fear of losing love again, and just fall in love like water did with the ocean (yeah I agree)…Or wait…Is water the ocean or is ocean the place where water goes?So, is the ocean just a hole or does the water create the hole, ya know? (yeah I dunno). I dunno….But I do know, I can’t stop thinking about you and it's stressing me out cuz, I want us to be real, not just something I dream about.LET’S BE SOCIALConnect with me via my favourite hangouts;+ @ ArtistSarahLong on Instagram+ @AlcoholInkArtStories+ Art Stories Site+ Confessions of an Empath

The Victim

I had this terrible terrible thought...Is this even real or is it just programming?Do you even know? Are you lying to yourself?Are you sure this what you want? No this isn’t what I want but I don’t know what I want, so I'm just gonna do it for now, and see where it goes. Oh, you know where it goes...Nowhere good, because the lies will catch up to you. Why do people look at me funny?They think you're ugly.  I am ugly. I don’t know how to fix it.  Me either, I think you’re stuck that way. And I hate that I have to see this guy today. Like why do I always agree to things I don’t wanna do? Because you’re weak...And you suck. You think you’re not good enough. You don’t know what you want. You like being the victim. No...you do. You’re the one that makes me agree to do things, that don’t feel amazing, so really, my misery is on you. Yeah but, we have to remember, I’m only in your head and what you really need is a lot of and to spend all day naked in bed. But I can’t cuz I’m too fat in my 6 pack, and I’m too skinny in my biceps, so I look like I’m dying. So, I’m just not pretty enough to get naked and. Plus you cant risk opening yourself to those kinds of emotions. If you let someone in, they’ll hurt you again. You’re right. People suck. And let’s be honest, intimacy is not something you need, you’ll fall in love...And that’s a slippery slope you can't get back up from. But I do like the feeling of feeling close to someone....someone interesting. Yeah but, I think I have cancer again. It’s in my right side, somewhere in my intestines. It could be my gallbladder or my kidney. It could be in my stomach or my heart. All I know is, I’m about to fade theout...I can tell, by how much I hurt. Should I exercise today? No. Let’s be lazy. Should I eat healthy?No...that’s boring. Should I write a book?No, it’s too much work...And, let’s be honest, who would ever wanna read what you have to say, so it wouldn’t be worth the work ok.Should I share my art with the world? No, no one is gonna think your art is good. Yeah, neither do you. You’re right, it’s stupid. Especially the alcohol ink paintings. They just make these weird shapes that look like and and other things that just don’t make sense. Just like you my friend...What do you mean?I mean, you do not make any sense, which is why I can’t do anything great. What do you mean, you do a lot of things that are great, stop trying to blame your resistance on me. Yeah but you are me, and you resist me on everything. I’m only trying to keep you safe. No, you’re not. You’re trying to kill me with your narcissistic tendencies so I can’t be free, to just be.What does that even mean?And how am I narcissistic? Oh, I dunno, how about the countless times you dump cement down my throat, just so I can’t express myself...And that's what keeps me trapped in my uncertainty. Can’t we just try to be fearless for once? How would you do that, you are fear, nothing can change that.Yeah, you’re right, but I wish I could have my dream home with an ocean view and a garden to grow my own food, and maybe true love to come home too.Yeah, you wish, but that’s not possible for people like us.Plus, you don’t have good credit, so you could never get a mortgage and, l

Inside Out

We think we need these audacious things to be a human being. Things like dish soap, and laundry soap, and hand soap, and body wash, and shampoo and conditioner and bubble bath, all in the name of cleanliness. But, it’s not cleaning what you think it is, it’s only making things worse because of the obesogens found in the chemicals.So I’m just like, “yo people, you could save yourself a lot of struggle if you just cleaned yourself from the inside out."So how about you go into your mind's eye and you take out a cloth made out of pure white love, and you wipe away the pain stuck to the creases of your heart. And then go into your bones and clean up the bone marrow...Make it shine like the sun and make sure you boost up your red and white blood cell production. And make sure you clean out the cobwebs in your head and clean out the guck stuck in your throat chakra.If you do this, you’ll see how everything you think you need isn’t really necessary...It’s really just the voids within that need your attention.OK?OK. LET’S BE SOCIALConnect with me via my favourite hangouts;+ @ ArtistSarahLong on Instagram+ @AlcoholInkArtStories+ Art Stories Site+ Confessions of an Empath

Baby’s Daddy

He’s a very tall human being.She’s very short, and she has an accent. She doesn’t, but she does talk like she’s from the ghetto, and oh yeah, he talks like he’s a hetero...And she’s a and she’s straight, and he looks like her, but he’s a boy so he’s transforming into a girl, so he’s what they call a transsexual.And she’s got IBS, it just happened, so she has to wear depends, which protects her pants from when she accidentally in them.And she’s on her way out of a really situation with her ex, he dumped her last week, gave her some lame excuse, but she doesn’t think it’s true, so she thinks that they’ll make it through this, and so she holds on to hope that one day he’ll come back to her. But then she finds out he’s with another girl, and they’re gonna have a baby, and she thinks maybe he’ll get scared and come back to her, cuz she knows deep down, he’s not ready for a kid.He’s afraid to love, that’s why he can’t. That’s why he hurts people, and he doesn’t give aAnd she was right, that’s what he did, he told his new girlfriend to get an abortion, and so she did. And now she’s left with the shame and the guilt and the grief of losing a baby, she didn’t plan on having.But it’s not really the loss of the baby she’s upset about, it’s the pain of never feeling loved, that relentlessly keeps her feeling left out. And now, her dead baby’s daddy is gone back to his ex, just cuz he just likes the , and he knows he can be a Monster and she’ll put up with his bullshit.She’ll put up with the lies and the abuse, and it's hard to watch from the side. But I know things happen all the time, because this is the kind of, humans do. They go round and round in circles, never able to stop themselves from making the same mistakes that cause these never-ending stories about heartbreak. And the layers of heartbreak go deep and they get ugly the more layers you get. And so, the heart never gets fixed.And that’s what’s causing the frustration we see, seeping through the seams of society. And we think we can fix it with ya know, quick fixes, like prescriptions and diagnostic imaging, and lab tests that base their results on population averages, even though those averages don’t give the right information needed to understand that specific human beings needs.And that's why we don't catch the main complaints until it's too late.Like the day her chronic pain became a massive tumor on her right side and that took her down a path of depression and then she couldn’t dig herself out, and now she’s dead, all because of the system we call medicine. But medicine ain't doing. Well, it ain’t doin' what Bills doin', savin' people like you and me...Things like psychic surgery, boosting white blood cells, nutri-cells, balancing energy, raising vibration.Things like that. Yes. Yes. Yes. Thisreally works.But we can’t tell humans that...They won't get this like we do. They're stuck in the past. LET’S BE SOCIALConnect with me via my favourite hangouts;+ @ ArtistSarahLong on Instagram+ @AlcoholInkArtStories+ Art Stories Site+ Confessions of an Empath