Audio Art Stories

Brunette

What do I remember most?I’d say your hair for sure.That’s the first thing I saw when walked in the room. Brunette right?Long...Really long and straight.And the way you would run your hands through it, and toss it to the side...To the left.I remember looking over and seeing you and seeing the way your face looked after you did it, and that confirmed it for me.You.Were it. And that’s the last time I saw you, and I’ve been dreaming of you ever since...*** Get all the Art Stories at http://www.ArtistSarahLong.com *** Buy her alcohol ink art paintings, at http://www.ArtistSarahLongStore.com. ****@ArtistSarahLongStudio on  Facebook, Instagram, YouTube

Your hair

It was so hot...It made my heart drop…I didn’t know it was you right away.It wasn’t until your hair fell down around your face, that it dawned on me.That you  finally came back to find meAnd I confess.I was shocked…After all, I had been waiting for you for so long, and then BOOM, there you were, and you were, even more, beautiful then I thought.And I know I caught your eye…But you looked away like you avoiding me and then you ran away. And I still think about it to this day.I think about the way you ran your hands through your hair and I wonder what it would feel like if you run your hands through me...But I dunno...if you really want me. ​So I guess I'll just have to keep...wondering. -----------*** Get all the Art Stories at http://www.ArtistSarahLong.com *** Buy her alcohol ink art paintings, at http://www.ArtistSarahLongStore.com. ****@ArtistSarahLongStudio on  Facebook, Instagram, YouTube

it flows

Love….Love, love, love, love, love...Sometimes it flows.And sometimes it doesn’t.Sometimes, it just…goes.That’s ok.It just means you’re growing, yo. And sure it’s hard, cuz it means you have to change in some way, and change always feels scary. But don't be scared.Don't hold yourself back from the next step because you risk getting stuck, trying to hold on to what was, and that’s a slippery slope that’s really hard to get back up from.Thus, the only way to stay in love is to love without conditions. To be ready to go wherever the flow takes you.To be at Home, regardless of where you might be. To be here in the moment, and to be where you’re needed. To just be open and to just be free to flow…and to love, love, love, love, love, love….unconditionally. Ya Dig?LET’S BE SOCIALGet all the Art Stories at ArtistSarahLong.com and to buy her alcohol ink art paintings, go to ArtistSarahLongStore.com. To work with Artist Sarah Long, visit her studio >> ArtistSarahLongStudio.comArtistSarahLongStudio on > Facebook, Instagram, YouTube

Orange orgasms

I love I love I love….I love the way the red and yellow blend together…I love I love I love…how they just collide outside the lines that formulate the curve which causes an orange effect and we all know how sexual orange can get.We all know how She has class and how powerful she is when she’s at her bestShe knows what she wants and she don’t spread her legs for just anyone, but she’ll spread her legs for love…Real love with a connection.And that’s what’s so empowering about orange orgasms…They really open up your sexual chakra which is the center for creativity and that’s when we open up our heart and have more fun living.So I’m just sayin’….Adding more orange to your life will make you an even more awesome human being and you’ll attract all the things you need to achieve the life of your dreams.LET’S BE SOCIALGet all the Art Stories at ArtistSarahLong.com and to buy her alcohol ink art paintings, go to ArtistSarahLongStore.com. To work with Artist Sarah Long, visit her studio >> ArtistSarahLongStudio.com@ArtistSarahLongStudio on > Facebook, Instagram, YouTube

Blond

This girl just walked by me…Blond hair and nice eyes and I liked her shoes and I liked her style.And even though I don’t usually go for blonds, I think I love her.She just did something to my insides that makes me wonder, who will be my next lover.It also makes me think that maybe the one that got away at the gateway, never really was the one like I thought she was.So maybe I made her up, just to get me through my storm?Maybe she was there just to give me hope that real love is still possible, even though I lost my heart a long time ago?And maybe that hope was supposed to get me closer to myself?And Maybe now that I am mySelf, I’m ready for the kind of love I’ve been dreaming of, and I feel like that girl that I just walked by could be the one I’ve dreamin’ of…But I’m not gonna beg her to love me back cause that’s not attractive.And I’m not that desperate.Now I’ve accepted that, just because I think I love somebody, at first sight, doesn’t mean I need to act on it.Now I know, Love is fluid.It’s like water, and it comes and goes…It’s formless.It’s shapeless…It just IS, and it’s always looking for me, it just waits for me to be open to receive….So, Imma let that girl go.I won’t chase her down like I did before, like I’ve done in the past, ’cause now know forced love doesn’t last.LET'S BE SOCIALConnect with me via my favorite hangouts;+ @ ArtistSarahLongon Instagram+ @High_Frequency_Art on Instagram+ @ ArtistSarahLong on Facebook+ Artist Sarah Long on YouTube+ Confessions of an Empath on YouTube

Collide

I’m excited…To love with her like I’ve been dreaming of for a really long time…And I know she’s coming soon.I feel her in my bonesI see her in my mind's eyeI can taste her…She tastes good.And I know when the time is right, we will collide and hot, it will be divine.LET'S BE SOCIALConnect with me via my favorite hangouts;+ @ ArtistSarahLongon Instagram+ @High_Frequency_Art on Instagram+ @ ArtistSarahLong on Facebook+ Artist Sarah Long on YouTube+ Confessions of an Empath on YouTube

spit tastes

I think It's the sound of your voice.It’s the way your breath feels on my face…It's the way your spit tastes.It's the way you touch me…The way you really want me. Like you mean it. I love the feeling of feeling that energy. And I imagine this is what its gonna feel like when you finally contact me. When I finally fall in love…A real connection.Intimacy.Passion.And of course, really mind-blowing orgasms.SOCIAL MEDIA // @ArtistSarahLong artistsarahlong.com artistsarahlongstore.com  EMAIL // artistsarahlong@gmail.com

slow dance

I think I wanna take my time with you.I wanna hold hands and I wanna slow dance.I wanna go for walks and have long conversations about stuff from the past just to give us something to talk about, so we can hang out.And I wanna know what's it like to kiss you for the first time. To feel those butterflies every time you cross my mind.To feel that obsession for someone when you start to fall for them.To wait for their call…And then I wanna go really slow when we start to get closer in love. I wanna make out for a really long time so all we do is kiss and that’s it. Of course, we both wanna do more, but we stop ourselves because we wanna stay in control. Plus, we like to build up the anticipationAnd I can tell when your up by how…wet your pants get when I put my hand there...LET’S BE SOCIALConnect with me via my favorite hangouts;+ @ ArtistSarahLong on Instagram+ @AlcoholInkArtStories+ @ ArtistSarahLong on Facebook+ Artist Sarah Long on YouTube+ Confessions of an Empath on YouTubeMore about me at artistsarahlong.com

slippery slope

Grief…Usually burying its way into the lungs, which makes it hard to breathe. And since the lungs are so close to the heart, it also causes heartbreak. But that’s only because we let out monsters get in the way.And, monsters love to embellish in the pain.They use grief to make you feel like you lost something….or someone.And you could believe that lie if you want.You could let the grief worm it’s way through the rest of your body, and it will test you and tear apart at the seams, and that’s when grief sets in like a disease. And before you know it, you’re slipping down a slippery slope of no return.Hormones start gettin’ all crazy and your body starts to ache and your aches make you feel frustrated and your frustration leads to anger and mood disorders and those disorders push people away, which makes you feel even more frustrated cause now you feel lonely, and it’s a vicious cycle, ‘cuz once you start slippin' down your slippery slope, it’s hard to stop, 'cuz momentum gets you by the balls, and that’s when you fall really hard, and it’s hard to get back up.But you do have the power to stop. Just don’t let your Monster get control from the start.So sure, people die.But it’s part of life.Thinking you had someone forever, now that’s where the real fall is. Putting your happiness into anything outside yourself first, is the only reason your Monster makes you feel left out.And that’s grief for you…Makin ya’ feel like you’re separate from yourself.So the fact is, the only way to find peace and to cure the disease of grief, is to love unconditionally…Forgive easily.And when love leaves, don’t see it as a loss, see it as a win, because we all know our dead friends are far more helpful where they’re at, then where they’ve been…so use them to your advantage, and ask them for things…ya, dig.LET'S BE SOCIALConnect with me via my favourite hangouts;+ @ ArtistSarahLong on Instagram+ @High_Frequency_Art on Instagram+ @ ArtistSarahLong on Facebook+ Artist Sarah Long on YouTube+ Confessions of an Empath on YouTube Get all my Art stories and more at artistsarahlong.com

Makeup

I put makeup on today to cover up my face.But I know it’s not the real me, and now I wonder why I would do such a thing.Maybe it’s me trying to blend with everybody doing the same thing.Covering up the truth of who they could be, cuz she doesn’t think she’s good enough to be the real me.My peach pale skin, with blemishes from the zits I had when I was a kid.The lines around my eyes that highlight the pain I’ve been in.And the indents in my cheeks that make me look happy when I laugh about something.Yeah, that’s thewe don’t want ‘ya to see.So we cover it up with makeup to hide our human being.LET’S BE SOCIALConnect with me via my favorite hangouts;+ @ ArtistSarahLong on Instagram+ @AlcoholInkArtStories+ @ ArtistSarahLong on Facebook+ Artist Sarah Long on YouTube+ Confessions of an Empath on YouTubeMore about me at artistsarahlong.com

Cover up

How long does it take for the human being to realize that being naked in public isn’t right?What age do we start to feel the feelings of shame in our bodies?When do we start to hide who are and what we came here for, and when do we cover up ourselves up as a way to feel whole? Or as a way to protect ourselves from the ridicule?When do adults who hate themselves for all the same reasons their parents hate themselves, start to imprint their kids with the same kind of self-hatred?Well…Based on my research, I say it starts to happen between the ages of infancy and 8.After that, the human being loses her innocence and she stops feeling the freedom of being naked, and she covers up who she really is.LET’S BE SOCIALConnect with me via my favorite hangouts;+ @ ArtistSarahLong on Instagram+ @AlcoholInkArtStories+ @ ArtistSarahLong on Facebook+ Artist Sarah Long on YouTube+ Confessions of an Empath on YouTubeMore about me at artistsarahlong.com

pale skin

"My peach pale skin with blemishes from the zits I had when I was a kid..."From all the sadness and all the anger.All the grief that built up inside my lungs and I couldn’t get it out cuz I was too afraid to express myself.And I had too much fear in my way, and I was suffocating in shame.And my fear exposed itself with acne all over my face.But then time did its thing and eventually, I grew up to become an adult and the acne went away…maybe because I accepted my self when and I realized I can’t be myself.And well, acceptance sets you free doesn’t it?I think it does but if you can't be yourself then you're destined to blend in and be as miserable as them, covering up the truth about the stories that still hurt them.Which is why, acceptance only works if you're honest with yourself.LET’S BE SOCIALConnect with me via my favorite hangouts;+ @ ArtistSarahLong on Instagram+ @AlcoholInkArtStories+ @ ArtistSarahLong on Facebook+ Artist Sarah Long on YouTube+ Confessions of an Empath on YouTubeMore about me at artistsarahlong.com

vicious cycle

Yeah, so, it bothers me when people love with conditions, cuz when you see it, and you feel it, it feels like a lie…It feels fake and it just makes me think why?What's the point?Lies never work out the way you think they will bro.But humans do it all the time.They pretend to love for some reason their Monsters think will benefit them, so really, you’re lying to yourself, and eventually, it backfires on you and then you get upset when love doesn’t work out. And it's like dah........ya gotta ask yourself?What is it about your self that makes you feel left out?That makes you feel like you're not good enough to be loved the way your soul wants. What is it that keeps you stuck in love with losing love?Cauz at the root what’s going on in the world. What's going wrong with the world.The control and manipulation.The lies and betrayal.The shame and the guilt.The loneliness and the despair. It’s cuz humans don thave self-love so you always feel like your losing something or someone. And your Monsters, well, they'll do whatever it takes to not feel alone, ya know?To not be wrong.Even if it's not what you want. And it’s a vicious cycle cuz, law of attraction is always in action, so the only way to change your frequency and to attract true love, which is what you really want, you gotta stop the momentum of being who you've become. And ask yourself, do you love yourself unconditionally?If you don't, then you best believe you will always love with conditions, thus, love will always have limits. LET’S BE SOCIALConnect with me via my favorite hangouts;+ @ ArtistSarahLong on Instagram+ @AlcoholInkArtStories+ @ ArtistSarahLong on Facebook+ Artist Sarah Long on YouTube+ Confessions of an Empath on YouTubeMore about me at artistsarahlong.com

New Crush

Is conditional love, real love?Like, you know the feelings of a new crush.When it's so fresh and the , it's so good at first. So you want it all the time and it feels like a drug and you can't get enough.But just like all drugs, after you use them enough they don't have the same high effect, but you get used to it, so it becomes a habit and you wanna quit, or at least take a break, but you can't cuz it's comfortable doing what you know….ya know?And that's how we get caught up in conditional love, which leads to low-frequency emotions…The newness turns into an addiction, and then you think it's love when it isn't, but you end up moving in with each other because it's the next thing to do, and then you get married, and you have kids because you thought it would be cool.Then the next thing ‘ya know, you're not having at all, so you're creepin’ on tinder with a fake profile just to see what's going on in the game, but you're not sure even how to play, so you stay.Never really feeling in love the way your soul wants…All because it's what you know, and Monsters, love what they know, even though you're miserable.But unconditional love…True love. Love that's real.It lifts you up.It's always on.And the is often, and it's always good, and you don't need to try so hard to make it flow because it just does it on its own.That's what you really want.Not some crush. LET’S BE SOCIALConnect with me via my favorite hangouts;+ @ ArtistSarahLong on Instagram+ @AlcoholInkArtStories+ @ ArtistSarahLong on Facebook+ Artist Sarah Long on YouTube+ Confessions of an Empath on YouTubeMore about me at artistsarahlong.com

What if?

We get so used to telling the stories about the past because they define who we are, and they justify why we’re so messed up.And since we don’t know how to get unstuck, we stay where we’re at and we experience new stories similar to the past.And it just keeps the same stories going, doesn’t it?And even though you hate the story.You hate what happened in the past…You hate what they did and much they hurt you.And you hate how you hurt more than they do, and you hate that you’re the one that always loses in the end.But, what if that’s not what happened?What if nothing bad ever happened the way you think it did?What if you loved and you learned and you grew, and now you love them for everything they taught you?What if you were never sick?What if you never lost that business?What if you were never broke and what if you can only be rich?What if you couldn’t talk about the past the way you remembered it?What if you could only talk about all the amazing things happening in your vortex and how excited you are to make them happen.To live them.What if you could just tell the story the way you want it to go, and what if you suddenly got everything you’ve been hoping for?All the health.All the wealth.All the love.Why don’t you give it to go?Write the life you want every day, and believe in it like your life depends on it, and best believe, your story will change.And so remember…It’s never too late to change the story.Ya, dig?LET’S BE SOCIALConnect with me via my favorite hangouts;+ @ ArtistSarahLong on Instagram+ @AlcoholInkArtStories+ @ ArtistSarahLong on Facebook+ Artist Sarah Long on YouTube+ Confessions of an Empath on YouTubeMore about me at artistsarahlong.com

Sexuality

I’m not a but I like women...a lot.  So I guess by definition, I would be considered , wouldn't I?But why?Why do I have to be defined by who get down with? Why do I have to be confined to one specific way of sexuality?What if some days I wanna be something different than what I was being yesterday?What if I decide on certain days of the week that I like men, so then will you call me straight?What if sometimes I like to be and straight at the same time, so then will you call me bi?What if I decide I don’t wanna be any specific category at all, so then will I get to be whoever I wanna be? No...They’ll just label me as confusing cuz they won’t understand me, so they can't call me anything specific, so then I’ll never fit into their bullways of defining what kind of human I am.LET’S BE SOCIALConnect with me via my favorite hangouts;+ @ ArtistSarahLong on Instagram+ @AlcoholInkArtStories+ @ ArtistSarahLong on Facebook+ Artist Sarah Long on YouTube+ Confessions of an Empath on YouTubeMore about me at artistsarahlong.com

I’m sorry

Maybe the pain is simply because you haven't forgiven yourself for becoming some you didn't really love. And I'm sorry about that.I'm sorry I was never there for you and I was always trying so hard to hurt you. I'm sorry I was always running away and I'm sorry I never made time to play. I'm sorry for the mean things I would say and I'm sorry I didn't listen to the warning signs you were giving me. I'm sorry I let others hurt you and abandon you. I'm sorry I didn't call you more and I'm sorry I didn't visit more.I'm sorry I didn't ask you what you really wanted from me and I'm sorry I made you go through so much misery.I'm sorry I let them make you feel weak and unworthy.I'm sorry I let them control you and I'm sorry you felt like you didn't have a say.I'm sorry you were too afraid to talk to me and I'm sorry I always assumed you were happy.I'm sorry I wasn't open and compassionate to your needs.I'm sorry I didn't care about your dreams.And I'm sorry I created a life you didn't love and I'm sorry I broke trust. I'm sorry I let you fall and I'm sorry I was too late to stop it from hurting so much.I'm sorry cancer happened.I'm sorry you lost it all.I'm sorry I broke your heart.I'm sorry it got so much worse, but, I want you to know it'll never happen again.I want you to know I'm here for you, and I love you more than anything or anyone and I promise to make you my number one. I promise I will always listen to you from now on, and I promise to only do what you want me to do…I promise to make sure you feel good 100% of the time, and I promise to achieve all your dreams and I promise to never fall in love with someone that doesn't love you, like me.And I just hope someday soon you'll see that I really have changed. That I am a better version of me and that you can trust me more than anyone…And regardless of what happens to me, I forgive you for everything, and I hope that you too can forgive me.So I just wanna say,I love you, Sarah…Unconditionally and all conditionally.You are extraordinary and you light me up and I know you will do great things. Peace. LET’S BE SOCIALConnect with me via my favorite hangouts;+ @ ArtistSarahLong on Instagram+ @AlcoholInkArtStories+ @ ArtistSarahLong on Facebook+ Artist Sarah Long on YouTube+ Confessions of an Empath on YouTubeMore about me at artistsarahlong.com

Restless

I see you…I see all your lines and the depth of your soul.I see the emotions of your past breakups and I see the way you hurt when you don’t feel like you're good enough to be loved like you want.I see the shame and the guilt that sits on top of all your cells, and I see how the energy of feeling that way affects your lungs, which limits the oxygen getting into your muscle tissue. And I see how not getting enough O2 is stopping you in tracks because without proper muscle contractions you can't take the steps you need to create the life of your dreams.And I see how that has caused you a lot of knee pain and restless legs because you can't pick a path, so you always feel lost and upset.And I see how much grey is in your heart chakra, all because you're afraid to love because you don't wanna get hurt anymore. And I see how the lust for love is actually making your grey worse.But I want you to know that, who you are is really beautiful inside and out, and if you could just let the layers of the past go, you'll find your way Home. That place within that feels so good you can't help but become the best version of yourself.And that’s what I want for you.To feel at Home.To be pain-free.To be rich in health, wealth and love. And I just hope you see what I saw...YOU. And I just think you deserve everything you want and more. LET’S BE SOCIALConnect with me via my favorite hangouts;+ @ ArtistSarahLong on Instagram+ @AlcoholInkArtStories+ @ ArtistSarahLong on Facebook+ Artist Sarah Long on YouTube+ Confessions of an Empath on YouTubeMore about me at artistsarahlong.com

Higher Ground

You're only seeing what's in front of you.You're not seeing what's above you...You’re not seeing how God sees you…You're not seeing the overview of where you’re at and where you could go, cuz you’re stuck in the forest of sad stories, and you're only doing what you know.You're only giving it what you got and what you got isn't very much cuz, you won't change your perspective and stop doing so much. The reality is life doesn't have to be so hard.If you slow down and take a look around, and really make sense of where you're at and who you're being and what kinds of things you're thinking and feeling, and when you do that, you find leverage. A place you can get up on higher ground, so you can look down.A place that shows you how there's so more to life and how you've been living and you don't have to settle for how it's been.You don't have to hold onto the loose ends, and the red threads that remind you of all the times you lost something. You don't have to stay stuck in the trees and the roots of the sad stories. You don't have to let false beliefs keep you trapped in uncertainty. And you don't have to feel guilty for winning.Cause here's the thing…All those ways of being are gonna kill you if you don't change the way you think.You, my friend, need to understand that you're the one in control but you're limited by what you know.So you need to educate yourself on who you are and what's possible.When you empower yourself with information, you can make better decisions and thus you decide the life you want…You decide how you’ll love and who you'll love, how rich you'll be and how you'll look and feel in your physical body. And I want you to know you can create your life from my point of view if you allow yourself too. And I know you think that's not possible right now because you think I'm better than you, but that's the lies your Monster is telling you. But you don't take my word for it.Come see for yourself….Here, take my hand, I'll lift you up so you can sit in the clouds...Sit with me and see what I see.See that place over there, over to your left, 10 o’clock, that's where you're at right now in life...And look over there...That's where you've been. Over there, that’s where you’ve been...Notice how it's pretty much the same things.But look over there…To your right.And look above.See all those places you've never been.See all the opportunities you're missin’...So now that you know that there's more to life than you've been aware of, tell me, Sarah, where would you like to go?Once you figure it out, just follow the path of least resistance and I’ll help you out. All you have to do is feel good…Like I said before, you need to stop running and you need to stop trying so hard.You're really hard on yourself and that makes your Monster worse.But the more you feel good, the closer you get to yourSelf and that's all I really want for us…is to be together, as one. LET’S BE SOCIALConnect with me via my favourite hangouts;+ @ ArtistSarahLong on Instagram+ @AlcoholInkArtStories+ @ ArtistSarahLong on Facebook+ Art Stories Site+ Confessions of an Empath 

Discernment

You're good humanitarian….You’d give the shirt off your back to those in need and you bend over backwards for those you love, don't ya, yeah I know your type. But sometimes it’s at the expense of hurting yourself aren’t I right?I’m right… So what I wanna say to you is, use discernment in your kindness. See things for what they actually are not for how you want them to be, ok. Be aware of who you give your kindness too because if you’re giving it to those who don’t deserve it, you ended up losing you…right?LET’S BE SOCIALConnect with me via my favourite hangouts;+ @ ArtistSarahLong on Instagram+ @AlcoholInkArtStories+ @ ArtistSarahLong on Facebook+ Art Stories Site+ Confessions of an Empath